Meandering thoughts

Just because I didn’t chase you, doesn’t mean I could ever replace you. Everywhere I go , everything I see, I picture you, and lose a piece of me. I’d be naive to think that I could only feel this way, people’s hearts get broken, people die everyday. My heart goes deeper than than the ocean, no limit to my spectrum of emotion. Did you ever give a second thought,about my feelings in your plot? Was I just a stepping stone? Once you’re up, you leave me alone. I hope that you see clearer, while doing lines on the mirror. Maybe then you’ll want affection, when you see the tragedy of your reflection. I hope they see into your soul, and see how deep you’ve dug a hole. I hope one day you can look back at me, and say to yourself “damn, he really loved me”. That would be my only wish. Two lost souls, two lost fish.

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Forgive. Forget. Fake it. Chin up. Wear lipstick, make lists, make sure your voicemail isn’t full. Mix protein shakes, send timely thank you notes, sip drinks more slowly, stare at adults’ eyebrows, smile without dimples, develop perfect posture. Be gracious, be kind, eliminate self-pity. Look in the mirror and shift your internal monologue from ‘How do I look?’ to ‘This is my face,’ from ‘What the hell am I doing?’ to ‘This is my life.’ Capitalize your emails, read the news, walk briskly, stay focused, and never, ever let on that you are somewhat lost and sometimes lonely and so completely confused (and would someone please just let me know what it is I’m supposed to do next, where exactly I’m supposed to go–). Just keep going. Go, and do not stop.
Jennifer Schaffer, A Checklist For The Age 19 (via qoldlush)

Smoke blunts, eat cheese , be nice to cats…

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colliderblog:

aurusallos:

edwardspoonhands:

thelegendofkungjew:

doxian:

d-dinosaur:

rknjl:

newvagabond:

NO “TELEPHONES”. TALK TO EACH OTHER. FACE TO FACE ONLY. WRITE A LETTER. SEND A TELEGRAM TO YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 1860. LIVE.

NO ‘WRITING’… TALK TO EACH OTHER. THROW A ROCK AT YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 10,000 BCE.  LIVE.

URGGA. ROU GRAAURH. RUH.
<SMACKS HANDS ON WALL WITH PAINT.>

NO ‘HIGHER BRAIN FUNCTIONS’ …USE YOUR REPTILIAN BRAIN
EAT YOUR MOM’S CORPSE SHE DIED TO PROVIDE YOU WITH SUSTENANCE
PRETEND YOU HAVE JUST AROSE FROM THE SEA
SURVIVE

NO “MULTICELLULAR TRAITS”….. USE YOUR SYMBIOTIC MITOCHONDRIA
REPRODUCE ASEXUALLY, YOU’RE YOUR OWN PARENT
PRETEND IT’S 2BYA
EVOLVE

NO “LIFE.” USE FUNDAMENTAL PHYSICAL FORCES TO FORM SPHERICAL OBJECTS REVOLVING AROUND ONE ANOTHER IN SPACE. 
FUSE HYDROGEN INTO HELIUM USING GRAVITATIONAL PRESSURE TO PRODUCE HEAT AND LIGHT. 
PRETEND IT’S 4.5BYA.
STABILIZE INTO EQUILIBRIA

NO “STABILIZE INTO EQUILIBRIA”, USE THE DECREASE IN DENSITY AND TEMPERATURE TO COMBINE INTO DECREASE THE POTENTIAL ENERGY OF PARTICLES.
UNDERGO BARYOGENESIS AND CAUSE QUARKS AND LEPTONS TO BE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE NUMEROUS THAN ANTIQUARKS AND ANTILEPTONS, THUS CAUSING THE PREVALENCE OF MATTER OVER ANTIMATTER.
PRETEND IT’S 13.8 BYA
EXPAND EXPONENTIALLY.


Be sure to read the last bit

Haha yes

colliderblog:

aurusallos:

edwardspoonhands:

thelegendofkungjew:

doxian:

d-dinosaur:

rknjl:

newvagabond:

NO “TELEPHONES”. TALK TO EACH OTHER. FACE TO FACE ONLY. WRITE A LETTER. SEND A TELEGRAM TO YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 1860. LIVE.

NO ‘WRITING’… TALK TO EACH OTHER. THROW A ROCK AT YOUR MOM. PRETEND IT’S 10,000 BCE.  LIVE.

URGGA. ROU GRAAURH. RUH.

<SMACKS HANDS ON WALL WITH PAINT.>

NO ‘HIGHER BRAIN FUNCTIONS’ …USE YOUR REPTILIAN BRAIN

EAT YOUR MOM’S CORPSE SHE DIED TO PROVIDE YOU WITH SUSTENANCE

PRETEND YOU HAVE JUST AROSE FROM THE SEA

SURVIVE

NO “MULTICELLULAR TRAITS”….. USE YOUR SYMBIOTIC MITOCHONDRIA

REPRODUCE ASEXUALLY, YOU’RE YOUR OWN PARENT

PRETEND IT’S 2BYA

EVOLVE

NO “LIFE.” USE FUNDAMENTAL PHYSICAL FORCES TO FORM SPHERICAL OBJECTS REVOLVING AROUND ONE ANOTHER IN SPACE. 

FUSE HYDROGEN INTO HELIUM USING GRAVITATIONAL PRESSURE TO PRODUCE HEAT AND LIGHT. 

PRETEND IT’S 4.5BYA.

STABILIZE INTO EQUILIBRIA

NO “STABILIZE INTO EQUILIBRIA”, USE THE DECREASE IN DENSITY AND TEMPERATURE TO COMBINE INTO DECREASE THE POTENTIAL ENERGY OF PARTICLES.

UNDERGO BARYOGENESIS AND CAUSE QUARKS AND LEPTONS TO BE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE NUMEROUS THAN ANTIQUARKS AND ANTILEPTONS, THUS CAUSING THE PREVALENCE OF MATTER OVER ANTIMATTER.

PRETEND IT’S 13.8 BYA

EXPAND EXPONENTIALLY.

Be sure to read the last bit

Haha yes